An "outdated" update
I haven't blogged for quite some time - on one hand, I didn't have enough time to catch up with the pace of life, on the other hand, I wasn't diligent enough in reflecting and sharing my inspirations.
In general, I am doing better and better right now compared to months back. I started to feel motivated and capable at work. I started to enjoy hanging out with my colleagues which has been an issue for a while (I'll explain why later). Shenzhen (I am now on a case in Shenzhen for 6-7 months) is a quite boring city. However, work has been keeping me busy from noticing it. =)
Aron has recently moved back to Stockholm which was very sad for both of us. However, this relationship has been growing stonger as well as both of us growing with the relationship. So we are coping with the distance and time difference pretty well so far.
What lacks the most so far are AIESEC (or similar kind of) friends who I can meet up to have an interesting and inspiring discussion about life, love, family, sustainability, humanity, etc. Too often I felt like speaking to a wall when I raise some of the topics to my colleagues. I also felt a little bit embarrassed as if I was showing off my knowledge and exposure. I feel intellectually lonely sometimes.
Since life is not perfect, I am focusing on the positive sides and try to make the most out of it. I still read (though much less than before), meditate (also less frequently) and do sports (I can swim better and better now!). And on a Sunday like this (alone in the hotel in Shenzhen), I got more time to think and connect to friends who are far away.
Signing out...
In general, I am doing better and better right now compared to months back. I started to feel motivated and capable at work. I started to enjoy hanging out with my colleagues which has been an issue for a while (I'll explain why later). Shenzhen (I am now on a case in Shenzhen for 6-7 months) is a quite boring city. However, work has been keeping me busy from noticing it. =)
Aron has recently moved back to Stockholm which was very sad for both of us. However, this relationship has been growing stonger as well as both of us growing with the relationship. So we are coping with the distance and time difference pretty well so far.
What lacks the most so far are AIESEC (or similar kind of) friends who I can meet up to have an interesting and inspiring discussion about life, love, family, sustainability, humanity, etc. Too often I felt like speaking to a wall when I raise some of the topics to my colleagues. I also felt a little bit embarrassed as if I was showing off my knowledge and exposure. I feel intellectually lonely sometimes.
Since life is not perfect, I am focusing on the positive sides and try to make the most out of it. I still read (though much less than before), meditate (also less frequently) and do sports (I can swim better and better now!). And on a Sunday like this (alone in the hotel in Shenzhen), I got more time to think and connect to friends who are far away.
Signing out...

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